im sleepy again

I FUCKING HATE BEING TRANS! BESIDES FROM T4T RELATIONSHIPS, ONE OF WHICH I AM happily IN, THERE ARE ZERO POSITIVES TO BEING TRANS. I COULD'VE SO EASILY BEEN AN EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE VERSION OF MYSELF THAT STILL IDENTIFIES WITH MY BIRTH SEX BUT NOOOOO IM "TRANS" SO NOW I HAVE TO BE THIS gay (excuse my french) TRANSGENDER UGLY... THING!!!

i wish i wasnt trans, its just hard sometimes, and ive been feeling pretty down lately. not to mention how hard it is socially and... politically. im looking at a certain american political group.

(highly unlikely, but) im sorry if you were a fan of me that supports anything right wing, this account is NOT a safe space for you. im a bisexual trans... THING. and my BOYFRIEND is a straight trans... THING TOO.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9ZfQHih4JBA

i couldve never said it better myself

thats why kawai sprite is my goat

trans people are really awesome, they deal with so many hardships that cis people cant even comprehend and theyre also really pretty and handsome. its just annoying to live in a wold where theyre so marginalized and oppressed for just wanting to be themselves. nobody deserves to be attacked the way trans people are

this does not mean that trans people are the only minority ever, but i just wanted to focus on them and tell all trans people out there, youre doing great. keep living

im tired.

tyler once said get a blog, even if its just to talk about the most trivial things. so i wanna use this blog posting place more often. anyways, heres my musical overview as of 1/12/25, chosen and curated by me, not some spotify wrap thing.

2025 BOY: Favorite Albums

1. IGOR - Tyler, The Creator
2. Ugly Boy - Kawai Sprite
3. Dos - Kawai Sprite
4. Starving Years - Kawai Sprite
5. WOLF - Tyler, The Creator

HM: Cherry Bomb - Tyler, The Creator

2025 BOY: Favorite Songs

1. Girlfriend? - Kawai Sprite
2. My Assassin Failed - Kawai Sprite
3. Pinstripe Boy - Kawai Sprite
4. PUPPET - Tyler, The Creator
5. Come A Long Way - Masaya Matsuura

HM: EARFQUAKE - Tyler, The Creator

2025 BOY: Favorite Artists

1. Kawai Sprite
2. Tyler, The Creator
3. Crush40
4. Tsuyunoshi
5. Shiro SAGISU

HM: Yoko Shimomura

honestly, becca (kawai sprite), sleeping (kawai sprite), messy mess mess (kawai sprite), boyfriend (tyler) and it doesnt matter (tony harnell) are all very close honorable mentions for my top 5 songs. as was hopefully implied, ill do a middle of the year and end of year to keep you updated. thanks for reading my silly little blog.

i know the basis for posting stuff you create online is dont let likes and numbers dictate your time and passion, but honestly it feels so good seeing people follow me. its just generally nice to know people like my art, and my stupid little ocs. so to the one or two people who actually read my blog posts, thank you!

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i really do like art